Today is my last day of work at KIPP after 8 years!! It's really hard to believe. I've had some days of tears and panic in the last few weeks, but today I just feel right about it. It's time to focus on home and family for a while, and while I have loved my time with the KIPPsters big and small, this past year has been a year of running between commitments and often feeling torn and inadequate to do everything as well or as much as I would like. I know that's the story of so many working moms, and I do feel blessed to be able to have this time.
And, tomorrow the packers come and Friday the movers come to take us to our new home in New Jersey! We are really looking forward to the move -- our block is like Norman Rockwell with diversity, and we have all already met and begun friendships with some wonderful neighbors. There has been some stress in recent days over choosing tile and paint colors etc. (a very privileged problem to have, I know, but with my visual memory issues, I am just horrible at it!) but I know we are going to be so much more comfortable and happy with a bit more space and green and a lot more community. We have had more good times in the last 6 weeks with our new neighbors than in the last 6 years with our neighbors in Riverdale!
So, hopefully part of my new life will be somewhat more frequent posting on this blog. This winter/spring has had its hard times, but we have come out stronger for it and with a better understanding of both girls' needs. We feel so fortunate that Fer and Wendy are now doing so well and that they finished their school year with such a positive attitude and such great results of their hard work.
When I was a kid and we used to visit my dad's sister in Pennsylvania, we would always sing as we crossed the George Washington Bridge, "goodbye New York, hello New Jersey" over and over again until we got to the other side. We will be singing that song with new meaning in just 2 days!!
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